The Twelve Kingdom

Where do I start? or how do I start? Everytime I wanted to give a review, my words are all flying out of my head. I hate this. I'll just do it the Gi's style.

I'm sad after watching this, close to depressed. Don't know why. It was a really good anime and details are played nicely. The arts was okay, but I am very impressed with the story. Seriously, I'm madly in love with the story and I bloody acknowledge the director for this anime, Tsuneo Kobayashi and the script writer, Shou Aikawa. Never have I been SO touched watching anime. The hard work of one month downloading, I finish this anime in just two days and two nights. Hmm. There goes my patience in waiting.

A kirin (also called taisho) is a holy creature sent from Heaven to serve his King. Taisho should lead its king to the right path in ruling the kingdom else it will suffers from Shitsudou and eventually die. If the King's taisho is died, the king will also die after one year. However, if the king dies before the taisho, the taisho is to look for a new king. There are 12 taishos to serve 12 kingdoms. And the story revolves around Kingdom Kei and Kingdom En.

Youka is the chosen Queen for Kingdom Kei by Keiki (a kirin). She was from Japan and because there were youma attacked her in her country, she was brought to Sai Kingdom by Keiki though a shoko. Youka portrays a weak character in the beginning. However, with the guide of her hanjuu (breed of human and animal) friend Rakushun, her character grew stronger throughout the story. She came to accept her destiny to be the Queen of Kei and abolish the rules of people kowtowing to her. Everyman is his own masters (quote Kei En). The end of the anime was actually the starting of her kingdom. I really wanted to see how she build her kingdom and what will happen in the future? Will she chose to go back to Japan someday? Aww man. This sucks. I don't like hanging ending. It leaves my heart unsettled!

Kingdom En was rule by Shoryuu (my new bishie) for 500 hundred years already. He once lost his land and his people died for him - leaving him the only survivor. En taisho, Rokuta was raised in Hourin (a.k.a Japan) where was exists back then. Having fear of war, he decided to pass the kingdom to Shoryuu so that the people would not starve. Shoryuu likes naming his servants, from The thoughtless to the stupid (Don't really know how to explain this). Lols. He likes to be carefree and do whatever he wants. He thinks only when he needed to and take actions only when is necessary. Erm. I think he's the best. Saigo no en. Mm.

Kingdom Tai history is a bit complicated and far sadder. Taiki was flown away to Hourin before he could hatch. (All Taisho are born from a tree in the scarce mountain). He was raised in Hourin until he was 10 years old. One night, while being locked up outside of his house, his ningou pulled him back to his world. And of course, he was a lot happier there. However, he felt left out among all taisho because he could not transform into his kirin form. In my opinion, he's the strongest taisho among all. Erm..very hard to explain. Somehow he got transported back to Japan and lost his memories of his younger days. They term it as spirited away. Man, this is just so sad. Anyhow, he's my favourite taisho among all. Taiki. Taiki.

Well every kingdom gets their own story. But I'm damn sad. I wished it was longer. I hope there were more episodes. I WANT MORE. Motto motto.

I finally get to watch The Twelve Kingdom after one whole month of downloading. Phew. I was afraid it couldn't make it before I leave. Thank goodness. While on episode 12, I've found myself a new bishie, Shoryuu (The King of En - history for 500 years). Yatta.

That is all for today. No plans for Merdeka. Anyhow, I SO think Merdeka is overated!

For every masochist, there's a sadist. ^^




しあわせ に なろう。

Friday night and I'm home. Nothing beats than listening to Larcy music.

I was supposed to go Penang today but I postponed it tomorrow because my mum needs me to fetch my brother from Ampang. So...what have I been doing after that?

...speechless

We got lost in KL while trying to get ourself to Sogo. Amazing. It's Friday noon and the road was jammed because Malays go for prayers. And I still can't believe I got lost. And because it was TOO jam to U-turn back, I decided to go to The Curve instead. I bought my backpack...but it wasn't of my choice.

I'm feeling really down. I really really really wanted that Deuter backpack. But my mum said it was too small (for the price). I don't really mind actually. If anything, I'm willing to invest in a good backpack and pair of shoes. Only these two. If you think carrying any bag doesn't matter, you are SO WRONG. You might say I'm being paranoid (or ridiculous), but I do believe that everything I own has feelings - be it dead or living things. And... I named all of my things. Yes. Don't start bursting in laughter. If you would have paid more attention to your stuff, then you might feel it.

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LiYen, when should we go out again? I need to go out badly. I'm craving for ice-creams (Haagen Dazs).

I haven't been to the cinema ever since Burn left.
Iku (my dog on the Nintendo DS) is starting to hate me because I spent less time with her. The husky I chose was a very active and stubborn one. But that aside, she's been doing well. Besides for being disobidient, my dog is really smart. ;) I think I would want a real dog. A Siberian husky.

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I was wondering.
i) do we work for the sake of working to earn money? or
ii) do we work because we love the job?

I have seen (or hear) from my many of my friends complaining about their job. Some say it's tiring, some say it's hectic, some say it's difficult, some say it's boring, some say it sucks, some say they hated it, etc. Why would people chose a job that is not to their liking? I cannot comprehend. It's not like they could afford to spend it. If you don't get me, I'm talking about the cost of living in Malaysia. My perception is not to work for the sake of working. We should live life freely and enjoy it because we only get to live once! I have too many ambitions (dreams).

I want to be an editor for a manga publishing company.
I want to be a translator.
I want to be a traveler (refer to travel and living) - those who travel and introduce the place and foods.
I want to be a remisier.
I want to work as an event management.
I want to be a manager for a good Jrock band.
I want to work in a sales line selling anime.
I want to open a what we call an anime cinema.
I want to be a tattoo artist.
I want to open a club in Malaysia (with japanese music and a non-smoking club) - those who want to enter would need to purchase CD (japanese music of course) of the month.
...
...
...
... I want to be the first Chinese female prime minister. I want to change this stupid standard of living in Malaysia (so low, so low!).

The idealist me: I would work part time or change work maybe every two or three years to be able to do all of the above.

The realist me: I would stick to only one of course!

Currently in the mood for : Gackt's Last Song, Blue, and Mizerable. Very old. But sounds so deja vu.

Upcoming animes

I am so excited. There's so many upcoming anime that I'm looking forward to.

Velvet Underground
Trailer

I couldn't get ANY info on this anime. It looked cool but seriously I'm getting tired of watching monster/devil/ayakashi anime. The art is pretty cool. I like the fact there's blood pouring everywhere. However, I'm looking forward for this.


Ayakashi
Trailer
Again, ayakashi anime. The only ayakashi anime that I enjoy were Kekkaishi and Shounen Onmyouji. I do not hope to be dissapointed by this. I give 7/10 for arts. I like the eyes especially. The devil-looked eyes. ;)


Wild Adapter

From the same creator of Saiyuki, I think I'll definitely like this. However, the two characters are Hakkai alike. Kazuya should've altered it a bit. It feels boring looking at the look-alike characters - from Saiyuki to Araiso Private High to this.


Stranger Mukoh Hadan - Official website
As a fan of samurai's story, I'm eagerly waiting for this. It will be released on the Sept 29 (in Japan cinema). However, the disappointing fact is that it's a movie not series. I am always comparing all the samurai anime that currently, the top of my list is Samurai Champloo. I'm looking forward to see if there's any other anime that can beat this.

I can't sleep!!!

I'm awake at this hour. I'm pissed. I'm pissed when I can't get my sleep when I want too. My connection was being a bitch last night so I went to bed early. I think my bed time is screwed up. I always sleeps at 4-5AM (which is now) but I slept at 12AM last night. I am really really pissed. I want to sleep.

...I'm having headache now.
...I'm restless.
...I need sleep!!

Edit
I think Kat-Tun is okay for a Jpop although I still find them...mushy. I was at dailymotion listening to Le Ciel. It was pretty okay. I find Real Face nice. I'm trying to variate my music appreciation. But I just can't tolerate, why on earth do they need so many in a band?!?!

KAT-TUN - Real Face (Music Video)
Uploaded by Fayc


I'm still bored for being awake. Dailymotion isn't fast in loading. Or maybe it's just my crappy connection. I'm in the mood for Merry and Kagrra. I have Kaggra so I only searched on Merry. Wanted to watch their PVs while waiting for my anime to load. I was listening to Merry's Calling. I thought it was a-okay. Then I decided that I'd prefer Kubitsuri Rondo. I was kinda lacking in hard music nowadays. I want something hard and good - not noise. However, Kubitsuri Rondo wasn't that hard either...

Merry - Blind Romance
Uploaded by -Japan-

I remember I used to like Penicillin. I did not gave up, but when my HD crash on me..I had troubles re-downloading everything of theirs. Torrents won't move. As for the direct downloads, the songs and PVs are all scattered around. I had no time. So sad.

While browsing on dailymotion, I accidentally click on X-Japan link for Crucify My Love. And now, I think I'm into hating them. Not sure why. Well, maybe not hate. Just that I felt I have totally lost interest in them. To begin with, there's only a few songs of theirs that I like - Crucify My Love, Forever Love, Kurenai, Rose of Pain. And now looking back, I think the musics I listen to are mainstreams. Or rather I would say commercialised.

I actually dislike watching PVs. There's reason for it. It looked fake. No matter how good their apparel is, their make-ups, and their hair-do, I hate seeing their lips while listening to the song. Fake fake FAKE. They're merely moving their lips while looking good. I'm more into live performance because that's when I can see them really singing. And I love to see them sweat. It symbolise that they're giving their best while singing. Although not many band that could really sing live (I'm applying this to Jpop and some Jrock), but live feels alive.

Precious Moments

My current obsession...



I know most of you would be thinking something like "Is this Ginette?" or "Gan, is that you?!" Lols. Sadly to announce...yes, this is me. I am me. And I love Precious Moments. I got one of the keychain (which I find it expensive) but I really love it. I wanted to buy almost everything they have!! It's so cute, adorable, and lovely that I just can't help myself but fall in love with them.

I was hoping someone could get me something from there. Lols.

I am hooked to Romance of the Three Kingdoms anime. Myself was surprised for liking a history-based anime. On top of that it's Chinese history. After watching the first 6 episodes, I come to know how barbaric the old Chinese used to be. How corrupt they were. And how stupid the emperor is. Maybe not all, but the Luo Yang's emperor sure is. I'm also captured by Liu Bei intelligence. He could win war without killing. A strategic thinker he is. He burnt down all the enemys' food supplies in the night. As humble as he can be, he sure have a lot of patience and endurance. Knowing the barbaric and corrupted imperial audit is on the wrong side, yet he stills endure and appologises even though it wasn't his mistakes - just to protect the villagers. Let's see how it goes on.

As for General He Jin, as stupid as he can be, and his indecisiveness, has caused his own death. Should he had listened to Yuan Shao to eradicate all the 10 eunuchs, he wouldn't have been dead. Serves him right. And there's Cao Cao who schemes endlessly. His prediction were about to come true - where he could take the position of Gen. He Jin.

Last night (or rather this morning) I was chatting with Chris. And the chat lasted until 5AM.

Chris: I owe Angie a meal. I feel bad.
Me: Go find her. She's always free for lunch.
Chris: I scared I'll get lost before reaching One U.
Me: Uh-huh. It's all the way straight.
Chris: Your straight, very dangerous.
Me: So dayo ne. Lols.
Me: But seriously, it's only one straight road. No turnings till you reach 1U.
Chris: Hmm.

(After a while)
Chris: Feel damn sad when you leave.
Chris: There's no one who's abnormal like me
Me: Excuse me, I'm nay abnormal.
Me: It's just that M'sian are boring. They sleep and wake at the time time.
Chris: Erm.

I have to say...
I finally...
found...
Romance....


Romance of the Three Kingdoms anime!! Halt. Don't wander far. It's not a shoujo (love) anime. I would rather say it is a history type of anime. This is awesome. I've always wanted to watch but it takes donkey years to finish download. And AnimeTech don't sell the DVD. My solution: watch online.

Summary:
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Chris: How to go?
Me: Uhm. All the way straight.
Chris: Where from?
Me: You know the Tesco's highway.....
Chris: Okay. Call you if I'm lost
Me: DON'T!! Don't get lost. I won't know how to direct you here. You know...I always go home by intuition.
Chris: Signboards?
Me: Never notice.
Chris: Address?
Me: Don't know. All I know is no. 3.
Chris: Amazing...
Me: I know...

And he came over at 4AM yesterday. Interesting. Who would have known he really came. We both chatted on msn and decided that we were bored. We even played a few rounds in Yahoo Pool. I couldn't take it. My hand was aching. Hence the decision of him coming down (from Ampang). He went home around 6Am. And I only slept at 8AM.


Dad: WAKE UPPPPP!!!!!
Me: Uhm... Uhm...
Dad: Hurry and wake up. Ako (aunts) will be late!
Me: Uhm... Uhm...
Dad: Going to 12 o'clock already. Wake up I say.
(Took the alarm clock only to see its 10AM)

(After 2 hours)
Dad: Wake up! Can't you wake up early?!
Me: Uhm. Uhm.
Dad: They're really late already.
Me: There's so many people in the family who can drive...why me? I need my sleep.
Dad: I say you go!!
Me: Shit!!

I woke up and took my own sweet time to bathe. Meanwhile, dad is still shouting for me. Who would wake up so early on Sunday? Definitely not me! And I even took my own sweet time for my breakfast. We left only at 1PM. I speed all the way down to Pudu. The bloody jam only start in Bukit Bintang. I was so furious I called Li Yen to hang out after sending my aunts.

I reached Li Yen's place at 2.30PM and we went to Pyramid. The park there is a bitch, just like in MidValley. We had to round so many times. And...we ended up walking in Pyramid until 9.30PM. O_o PuiYee only joined us around 7PM to have dinner. Just before she arrived I ate wraps and tako-tako. I was quite full for dinner. However I was so tempted because we went to Ichiban Ramen and I love their Kimuchi friend rice so I ended up ordering. After sending the girls home (I'm always the drive when it comes to shopping with girlfriends) I went back to Ampang to fetch my brother to go home. What a tiring day.

We reached home about 12AM and my mum cooked for me. Fried rice (again). What's amusing is I ate 3 plates of it. Lols. All my calories are building up. Sigh.

I slept the whole night, morning, and afternoon. I only woke up at 4PM today and ate my breakfast and went back to bed. Mum woke me up at 8PM for dinner. I went down to eat with my sleepy face and feeling grogy. Of course, dad never failed to nag me.

I just finished downloading Devil May Cry ep 8 and Zombie Loan ep 7 in 20 minutes. I'm feeling really happy. I'm going off to watch them now.

Longest survey ever. Friendster don't fit hence the post here.

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends--> Nope.
Q: Been arrested?--> Sadly, no.
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?--> Well it happens.
Q: You like someone?--> Yes!
Q: Held a snake?--> Gawd I freak out when I see their tongue.
Q: Been suspended from school?--> I've always wanted to be, but I guess the teachers love me enough to cover up for me.
Q: Sang in the shower?--> Not really.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?--> Not that I remember of.
Q: Broken a bone?--> Yes, on my right wrist.
Q: Shaved your head?--> No, I have not.
Q: Played a prank on someone?--> Maybe?
Q: Had/have a gym membership?--> Nope.
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?--> Ahh.
Q: Shot a gun?--> Toy gun, yes.
Q: Donated Blood?--> Can't do - not enough blood apparently. Lols.

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just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Alvin and Chris.
2. last person that texted you? Alvin.
3. You were in a car with? My brother.
4. Went to the movies with? Burn, and only Burn.
5. Went to the mall with? My mum.
6. You talked to on the phone? My brother.
9. You messaged on myspace? I don't have a myspace, mwahaha!
10. You commented? Refer to question nine.
11. You spent the night with? Myself?
12. You hit? My brother for being uncivilised.
13. You talked to? My sister.
14. You missed? My family.
15. You IMed? Burn.


WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Eat or drink? --> Depends, probably drink.
2. Be serious or be funny?--> Funny and serious when I need to.
3. Drink whole or skim milk?--> Whole, full cream.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?--> Neither.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?--> Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?--> Both actually, just not summer.
3. Left or right?--> Right. No, I mean left. No, right.
4. Sunny or rainy?--> Rainy.
5. Black/white or color?--> Depends on the scene.
6. Where do you live?--> Sg. Buloh.
8. Do you want to get married--> If I find my soulmate.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?--> Twirl. Who would cut?? weird.
10. Do You Cook?--> Learning. =)
11. Current mood?--> Sad + depressed = Sleepy

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?--> Nope.
2. Been hugged by someone? --> Yes.
3. Held hands with someone?--> Yes.
4. Felt stupid?--> Paranoid.
5. Been in love with someone?--> No. Does love exists? Ohh...there's Joshua for me, and its one sided..ehhh to.


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1. Confirm your identity:
I am me. You are you.

2. How many years have you been on the planet?
22 on the street.

3. What are three phrases you use at least daily?
"Mummy", "what's your problem", "i'm bored"

4. Are you a survey addict?
I am, a victim of friendster.

5. Do you have an online journal that you use regularly?
Nope.

6. Are you one of those people that are constantly applying lotion and/or chapstick?
I find it troublesome.

7. Name any mental disorders you have been diagnosed with:
Depression.

8. Ever freeze anyone's underwear?
Hmm, not that I can recall.

9. Name one thing you only do/act like/wear/etc. because someone else thinks you should:
I wore formal apparel for my graduation because that's the rule.

10. Would you consider yourself random?
Sure?

11. Do you have clothes hanging in your closet that still have the tags on them?
Maybe.

12. Do you doodle all over your papers/homework/books?
No.

13. Do you write down phone messages/notes on your hands?
No.

14. What do you think of those Kidz Bop commercials?
Never heard of them.

15. What CDs in your collection are you ashamed to admit you own?
I only purchase CDs that I like so I'm not ashamed of anything.

16. Got any toe socks?
No. And I find them uhm...yucky? geli?

17. Do you find that you rub off on your friends more, or vice versa?
Hmm....

18. What time is it?
0050.

19. Does anybody really know what time it is?
Unless they're insane?

20. Does anybody really care?
Probably somewhere.

21. Who sings that song, anyway?
What song?

22. Do you untie your shoelaces before taking them off?
Not usually, unless I can't get my shoes off.

23. Ever have random hallucinations?
Hmm, depends on the state of mind. Nothing major.

24. Ever take your pet for a walk?
Yes, and she's getting arrogant nowadays. (Visual pet)

25. Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry?
I hate this question.

26. How much do you sleep?
Depends. Sometimes, a little. Sometimes, a lot.

27. Do you think staying at home and raising the kids is primarily "women's work"?
No, a chauvinistic view that I despise!!

28. What do you think about gay marriage?
I don't see anything wrong with it. And it rocks.

29. Do blondes annoy you in general?
So far, only my brother annoys me.

30. Ever done illegal drugs?
Define "illegal".

31. Do you smoke?
I do visualise it.

32. Have sex?
Nope.

33. Yell at your parents?
Yes. Rather, it was a quarrel. There's a reason behind it.

34. Compete with your siblings?
I'm always the smartest one. XD

35. Think you got enough love as a child?
I'm sure my parents gave as much as they could.

36. Listen to pop music?
Not really.

37. Out of your own, what's your favorite lotion/body wash/cream/perfume/cologne/etc. scent?
I don't use all things mentioned?

38. Why do fools fall in love?
Because they're fools who can't be helped.

39. Why is the sky blue?
Aoi sora. Wakaranai.

40. Did you know that your metabolism slows down at night; so if you have a midnight snack you will probably gain weight in the morning?
Oh? No wonder I put on weight.

41. Are you going to have an open casket funeral?
Hell if I know.

42. Do you bruise easily?
No. I get bruised without knowing. Hmm.

43. Does death fascinate you?
A handsome death yes.

44. Ever dated someone five years older (or more) than you?
Remain silent.

45. Ever dated someone five years younger (or more) than you?
Remain silent.

46. What's with all the black rappers right now having such terrible teeth?
No clue.

47. What was the whole "rosebud" thing all about?
I don't know?

48. How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
No idea. Probably nobody.

49. Are you wondering why I'm still on the death thing?
No.

50. Who said this: "Death, taxes, and childbirth. There's never a convenient time for any of them.":
Not sure.

51. Have you ever contributed to someone's death?
I certainly hope not.

52. What Hollywood celebrity annoys you the most?
Uncountable. Should ask the opposite.

53. What do you think about school?
School rocks because I ponteng openly without being punished.
College sucks because everyone speaks in Chinese.
University gonna be fun? I hope.

54. Are you addicted to the internet?
Internet is heaven.

55. Do you have those little white vitamin deficiency marks on your fingernails?
Yes, I do. Odd.

56. Dog person or cat person?
Anti-animals.

58. What's your alcoholic drink of choice?
Hard liquor.

59. Is "settling down" a major priority for you (meaning; married, good job, spending your extra money on new curtains and mowing the lawn on weekends)?
Absolutely not.

60. Do you have a calendar/datebook?
No.

61. Was "Beaches" as good a movie as everyone says it is?
Never heard of it so never watch it.

62. Physically, are you usually cold or warm?
Always cold. Weird. I think I'm cold blooded, warm heart?

63. Socially, are you usually cold or warm?
Cold. But they said I'm warm. Weird.

64. Ever been so depressed that you don't shower, do the dishes, clean up anything, answer your phone or move from your couch for more than a couple days?
To begin with, I do not dishes not clean up anything. That aside, yes.

65. When you hear the scientific term "the big bang", do dirty thoughts come to mind?
Haha, no. Dumbass.

66. Do you ever walk by someone and they go, "how are you?" and you go, "how are you?"....and you keep on walkin'?
Yes. The whites do that. I though they're friendly but my friend said they're horny. Lols.

67. Wouldn't you rather we all just avoid eye contact and not say anything at all?
No. Because then we won't get to know more people.

68. Ever do volunteer work?
Sure.

69. Do you think community service should really be given as a punishment for criminals?
No. I think they should be hanged death.

70. Do you shoplift?
Only always. Just kidding.

71. Ever worked so hard that you cried?
No because that would be...stupid? Unless I got stupid bunch of members.

72. What if God was one of us? Have you seen God?
Ugh. No.

73. Who sings that song?
??

74. Are you old enough to remember the commercial with little old lady saying "where's the beef?"
Uhm...more like I never watched any of the like before?

75. Finish this sentence: "My kingdom for a/an ________.":
ANIME!

76. Do you remember the Care Bear craze?
I loved care bears when I was little.

77. How about when Oprah was fat?
Indeed.

78. Remember Pogs?
Not that I know off.

79. Remember when that gymnast sprained her ankle in the summer Olympics, 1996?
No because I only watch swimming and diving.

80. Remember what you were doing yesterday at this time?
Watching porn. Lols. XD

81. Do you love shoes?
Only if I could afford them.

82. What shampoo do you use?
Head & Shoulders.

83. How do you feel right now?
Sad.

84. Do you let dogs lick your face?
She can't even if I would allow.

85. Do you subscribe to Playgirl or Playboy?
Malaysia is pretty f*cked up.

86. What are you doing right now besides filling out this survey?
Thinking why am I so shallow.

87. What year were you born?
1985.

88. Do you rule that year?
Heck yes I do.

90. What's your hair length?
Shoulder's length.

91. When did you get a cut/trim last?
Perhaps two months back.

92. Do you have hoity-toity relatives, or trailer trash relatives?
Erm, don't really mix well with any.

93. Would you consider yourself to have an innovative mind?
No.

94. Has an old man/woman ever flirted with you?
Yea, old bastards.

95. Ever written a survey like this?
This long? First time.

96. Would you ever consider dating someone who'd been in prison?
Michael Scofield? Absolutely!

97. Are you worth crying over?
Guess I am.

98. Do you know anyone who's drowned?
I do know people who are afraid of being drown. Don't make sense.

99. Would you rather have a one-on-one conversation or go to a party?
Depends.

100. Do you feel better after purging all this?
I suppose.

I'm soo into Dante!!! もっと もっと

Dante-kun! Dante-sama! Can anyone be cooler than him? Anyone? I think not. I've finished all 8 episodes of Devil May Cry, the last four episodes yet to be released. I'm waiting anxiously. Will Dante have his weapon upgraded? Most unlikely...However, he's still cool. I wish I was in the anime. I can hog him then (although I think it would be hard). I like it the most when he smiles - the cunning smile especially when he's about to defeat his prey (or more like part of his job). Devil May Cry is on my top list currently. Not only because of Dante but I personally like the CG and the musics. It suits well especially the opening song. It penetrated through my heart. =)

Today I finally learn to make pasta. Whoops. Guys who doesn't know how to cook is normal, but not girls? Why so? What makes the society thinks that a girl must be able to cook? That is so stereotype! Have they not heard of revolution? There are equal number of women who are as successful as men - or even more. Don't they know nowadays women are the source of income while the men do the chores at home? Guess not. I don't have any proof to that but I CAN find it. Leave that issue aside, I cooked fettuccine this evening. Erm creamy white sauce (whatever it is called) with my fettuccine. And I downed 2 plates. Hohoho. As usual, a big eater.

I complained being bored to myself and my brother find it irritating because I was noisy. Urusai (shut up) he shouted. XD He then recommend a game for me to play on his Gameboy Nintendo DS. Not sure what it's called but it a game where you buy the dog and take care of it. Something like Tamagochi. So I bought a Siberian Husky, a dog with wolf breed. The reason I chose it because I got inspired in Wolf Rain. The wolfs are cool. lols. It's a female dog so I named her Iku (いく). It took a lot of my patience to train the dog and teach her tricks. I even had to bring her out for walk. And she poops around! Sheesh. Had to buy water, food, shampoo, and brush for her and it cost me so much. It was fun for the first one hour...then I got irritated. Haha. So I stopped playing.

You know what's not fair? The elder brother get to have his collections of Gameboys (from Gameboy light to the current) while the younger one has his collections of Playstations (form PS1 to Xbox). While me...all I want is to have collection of gadgets, mainly mp3 players. But my mum wouldn't allow. Not that she allows them to have their collections but they just don't listen. There are so many mp3 players that I wanted. I could start from iPod to iRiver to Sony to Samsung and so many more (mostly Korean brands). I understand clearly that having one mp3 player is more than enough. On top of that its iPod, but I could never get enough of it. It's obsession. Like manga obsession, just that this one is pricey. A not-so-expensive-hobby if compared to both my brothers' collections. Oh well, I'm a good daughter who listens to her mum. =))

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses...I got so into this song. Especially while watching the scenes from Karei Naru Ichizoku. Takuya is so hwot. Though short, he's charming. Charisma he has it. Everytime he act, he got me attracted. Sometimes I was reluctant to watch his show...but I can't help myself. I just had to. And I got sooo attracted to him. Note: not smitten. Lols.
Did I mention before I wacthed Hideaki's Taiyou no Kisetsu? In the beginning I was very hesitant to watch it. I don't even like him in the first place. I have no idea why so many people are crazy over him. So I tried forcing my self to watch it. Just once. I like that drama. It was somehow good. Somewhat different than others. He was a pretty screwed up guy. He get close to the bank director's son to avenge for his dad. Meanwhile, he got to know this crippled girl who's into piano. He found her special because she was crippled yet strong. The music she plays remind him of himself, somewhat soothing and relaxing. I think that's the reason he fell for her. Anyway, he succeeded to take revenge...but regretted it because he had to forego that girl. But she was always there for him and supports him. and yadi yada yadi yada. In the end, he became himself, live for himself...after the girl died. Yesh, a heart-tearing drama. I wept uncontrollably when she died. The ending was kinda abrupt. But it was still good. And I love the ending song - Kiseki. (yes, Hideaki sang it!)

....and I still don't find him attractive though he even took off his shift and was naked on his upper half. And he failed miserably in seducing me. XD XD

It's pissing me off. First it took me five minutes to enter the blogger main page to load. I had to refresh five times. It takes another five minutes to log in - two times refresh. And then another 6 minutes to enter here. They should just do something about it. Perhaps upgrade their server. Or maybe its Streamyx at fault? Sa na...

Supposed to go out with YanWan for lunch but we had a lil miscommunication so ended up cancelled it as she has to catch her bus to Singapore.

How do you spell cancel (potong)..not that potong (cut)...
Is it cancel? Or cancell? I believe its the first one.

Anyhow...I was reading an annual report. UM Land. Cancel was spelt as cancell. Same goes for my ex-director. She used to spell cancel as cancell.

I...did not manage to watch Ratatouille. I have no partner. *Hints at Burn* He 'cabut' away from me. I was told there isn't an cinema in Chicago and the nearest cinema is two-hour drive away... O_o....Amazing. And I thought Chicago is a city with many things....Well never mind.

Both my aunts are coming today, one from Singapore and another from JB. They came down for my grandma's (dad's mum) death anniversary. My dad did not manage to go..in his condition. Did I say my dad is paranoid? I think it's likely because he stayed home too long. Way to long~~~Everytime I tried to get my mum out from the house, he'll start complaining. Even when I was watching korean drama with her, he'll kept shouting calling for her. That's like so....possessive? Good thing he managed to turned my mum into a housewife (full time) but that's overdoing it. Not only did she have no time for herself she don't even have time for me! Mummy~~~

Ooohhh...my aunts are finally here. Dad's shouting for us to go down. I better make a move now.

What a tiring day, yesterday is. I was awake at 10 in the morning and decided that I'll sleep for a while more. By the time I woke it's 12.30pm and its time for brunch. Later at 2PM, mum and I went to Maybank to buy bankdraft to pay for my accommodation. It took us less than 15 minutes to do so and my dad kept yelling at us for going out late. He estimated that buying international bankdraft would need about an hour. My foot. Anyhow, we then move on to Wisma MCA to collect my passport. I know its good to be dedicated to work, but the workers there are overdoing it. And I meant the guards, not those at the counters. And may I say they are rude! God will, everything went smoothly. Got my visa and I'm a very happy woman.

Next stop was at Times Square. I bought my luggage there - only one. I somehow think I would need another one but smaller though. Now all is left is to look for a backpack and presto I'm done. I could even leave anytime now. I wanted a Pakuma Akara K3 backpack but Malaysia do not carry the brand. It's only to be found in US and UK. How unfair!! Without realising, it is already 8 o'clock. Day passes by fast. We head to IKANO to order our curtains (yes there's still no curtains at our home). I thought it would be fast, but somehow it lasted until 10PM (note: we reached IKANO at 8.30PM).
We reached home ab0ut 10.30PM and I went to cook my own Maggie tambah telur - straight away. Somehow it didn't turn out good. I messed it up. Then my mum cooked another for me. Lols. Funny yea..Meanwhile I went to bathe.

I came online around 11.30Pm or so, chatted with Burn, Alish, and Scot....and I felt asleep. I'm so sorry. I was very tired. I just wanted to lie on the bed and rest for a while but I ended up sleeping the whole night. A very tired day I must day. Never in my live I've chat until I felt asleep. Haha.

And now, I'm preparing to go Ss15. Gonna have my lunch with YanWan. She's so gonna rip me off as I owe her a meal. Grrr~~~~~~~~

Destiny or Fate?

Are we destined to meet others? Or is it WE who makes it happen? Sometimes I agree to that people are destined to meet others. But whether or not they have fate depends on themselves. If there's not effort being poured in then destiny means nothing - NOTHING.

Today (August 14) is a day I'll remember. Maybe not for long. That's why I'm posting this. Lols. Do you think it's fated that you get to bummed into the same person for four times in a day? Or is it just plain coincidence? My heart rather believe its destiny but my mind is thinking the logic - coincidence.

I went to do my visa today. I took my number and scanned through the room to see who are applying for visa. This guy was talking. Although not loud it sounded firm. He talks confidently as if the whole world revolves around him, listening only to him. I couldn't get a peek at him as his back was facing me. 'Damn' I though. But I know...I know...
I think I like him. It was a spur of the moment, so perhaps its just infatuation.

Waiting for my turn is like being in hell. I was there around 11am, got a number 132, and they're serving customer number 55. I waited for a bit...No progress...A bit more, still no movement. Damn. I decided to leave to grab a bite and walk around. I went into the lift. A guy was standing right behind me. Looking at him, I wonder if he's the same guy...

3 hours later I went back to the waiting room. It's only at number 84. It is moving really slow. It's starting to piss me off. I looked around...and I saw the same guy who's in the lift came in the room. AND he sat right beside me. My heart was beating fast. Reaally fast. We had eye contact and I smiled casually. I wanted to start a conversation with him...unexpectedly, he started it first.

The moment he started talking...MY GAWD. It's him. The beer back guy. :p The one who talked firmly and confidently. I was overjoyed, so happy I was on cloud nine. It was just like the unexpected meeting with Glenn during New Year's eve. I decided not to screw up like how I did with Glenn. I cooled myself down and started a dialogue with him.

Somehow he reminds me a friend of mine except that he was more friendly and knowledgeable. I find myself so smitten with him. His gesture, his every words, and his every movement is clearly carved in my mind...but it could be de-carved...(That's why I'm writing this down)
...number 132, number 132...that'sme. I excused myself and went to the counter 2. I'm half way through except for he biometric thingy. As I walked back towards the seat, he was at counter 3. I waited for a while before I was called into the room for my fingerprints to be taken. And he's still not done yet. I went into the room, got my finger all printed on the screen and walked out back. I'm done. He's still not done yet. I decided to wait for him. I haven't even got his name! I waited for a bit more. Finally he's done at the counter. I told him I'm done and I asked for his name...

Joshua it is...

I left without his number. I was hesitant to ask for it. As I walked towards the lift I was feeling uneasy. My heart is left unsettled. My dad then rang me and fired me (for some reason). I went back to get some stuff from the counter. I was hoping to see him while I was in the lift going up. Hoping he's still there so I could get his number. Ting! The lift door opened and I walked towards to room and he came out! Whoa...lucky. We chatted for a bit more before he left. I hate myself. I've let the opportunity slipped by. There goes...my potential love. XD

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I. Am. So. Paranoi-a~~~~ I've finally received a reply from my University's accommodation. My bad for the last minute application. Instead of giving me what I've applied for, they offered me another choice. An off campus room, which is 10 minutes walk away from the university. It's slightly cheaper. However, it does not have an attach bath and the rent is not inclusive of electricity and water bills! Poof. I was sooo sad. I called up unite-students (private accommodation). It is also 10 minutes walk away from the uni but I do feel their offer is more attractive. Plus, it comes with an attach bath!

University accommodation:
Rent - £61.5 weekly
Electric and water - rough est of £20 a month. However, I need to discuss with my flat mates and negotiate how much I could use.
Internet - provided by the university
Laundry (machine) - £1.60/usage

Private accommodation
Rent - £70
Electric and water - £350 (for the whole year)
Internet - £28 monthly
Laundry - I could do it in my bathroom.


I wanted to take the private accommodation but my dad refused to my choice. He said the uni's accommodation is better as it is safer. How safe can it be? Because its OFF CAMPUS.
Isn't it the same as being private? Just that it is affiliate with the uni. So please tell me...which is better?
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It's been a while since I last watched a thriller movie. A good one that is. For this year, Disturbia is the one. That Transformers guy (whatever his name is) is good. He left a good impression in the Transformer. And now, back in Disturbia, I'm glad he did not disappoint me. A rising star I may say.

Kale (whatever his name is) was put under house arrest because he assaulted his Spanish teacher. Can you imagine being stuck home for three months, and not doing anything? No games, no television, and no music. Well I do - very well indeed. It suck to the core. Anyway, being bored, he started to observed his neighbourhood. He got suspicious with one of his neighbour, Turner. And so the story goes on.

Rumour spreading that there will be a Transformers 2, in 2009. That is two years from now. Is Megathron once again revived? Or is there some new enemy? I don't know because I don't watch the cartoon. All I do is anime.

I better go to slumber land before I start watching other movie. Oyasumi.

Hard work pays off. I was surfing online from this evening to find for software that enables me to write in japanese - as in it'll come out in Japanese words, be in hiragana, katakana or kanji. Voila! I got it, finally. とても うれし かった (I'm really happy). However, you must know the romanji in order for the words to appear correctly. I'm not sure if there's any grammar mistakes (above) because my Japanese guru is anime! No books no cd. Just plain anime. That's how I learn my Japanese. It's free and easy. However, I am considering to attend a proper class. My dad kept saying go for it. I heard that since Form 4 untill today. Whenever I went to enquire on the classes and pricing, he'll act don't know. Being poor is not a crime, not a sin, but it SUCKS.

I'm off now to watch Disturbia. じゃ ね.

Sunday is today. Sunday, it's the sun's day. Therefore I chose to stay home. However, today wasn't really that sunny. It was rather cloudy-the weather I love most. I cuddled myself in my comforter and watch lotsa movie. But they're all Cantonese movie. I finally watched Infernal Affairs, after so long. Part 1 was the best among all. It was tricky and with suspense. It was good. A brain stimulating movie. But I never expected Tony Leung to die. Very unexpected. Usually, the good guy wins in the movie while bad guys either die or goes to jail. Lol. And I also heard many comments that this is a rip off version of The Departed. Just let me get this straight. I made some simple research. Infernal Affairs is original to begin with while The Departed was a copy version. Leonardo Dicaprio himself got permission from the director of the Infernal Affairs so he can have the English version of it. The original version was filmed in 2004 while The Departed in 2006. I never watch The departed before so I don't know how good it is. All I know is it got quite a few awards for it.

I went strolling around in the park with my sister today. Sadly to say, my area are full with old folks. I have yet to see any teens. Or maybe its just that my timing was off. But hey, I'm not out of it okay. Haha. Suddenly there was a downpour. So we hurried back home on our bike.

So...nothing unusual today. Same old same old boring day. Burn has finally left for US. I felt so empty. You know the saying good friends are few and far between. I don't think I'll be watching any movie in cinema from now on. I don't think I'll go back to Ampang as often as before. There's so many things I think I won't be doing. For a long time.

Speaking of friend, what I DO NOT need is a friend of convenience. To begin with, I don't save numbers that I'm not going to call/sms. It just occupy the space. I do, keep contact with everyone in my phone book. The thing is, people call me out of the blue to ask for favor. And I don't really remember them because of the lack of communication with them. Yes, them. Not one but a few. What they do is they would call, chat for a bit, and start asking for favors. What am I now? You call only when I'm needed? Sorry dude/pals, I don't go that way.
I may have many friends. But close ones are countable. And you know who you are.

I missed going for party. And the party that I'm referring to is clubbing. The last I went clubbing was few weeks back - which is last month. I met with a really nice lady, Angie. I was so into her. She's sweet, and straight to the point! Is what I like about her. At first, I thought she was afraid of me because I did told her I'm a lesbian. Next thing, she moves away from me. But before telling her that, I sorta forced her to give me her cell number. And the next day, I asked Chris to be my cupid. I told him she seems to be afraid of me. Chris then told me she's not. In fact, that night, all her friends there were lesbos. I go like 'cool....'. so we arranged up for a drink.

Li Yen, I really need to see you! I wanna hug you. Misses you much. We haven't even talked for weeks already. Same goes to you Pui Yee!! I hate...those who are working. They never have time for me. They're all so dedicated to their work. And when I set off, you guys gonna blame me for not meeting you. Don't say I didn't tell, just that you guys were so hung up to your job.

Bored. I am. So, I'm downloading movies. Lots of it. I finished Jim Carey's new movie, The Number 23 in an hour. Bless the seeders! My speed were constant at 150kbp/s. Meanwhile, Fracture and Disturbia has still a long way to go. Connected to 2500 seeders and 1000 seeders respectively, the speed is volatile. It hit to as high as 80kbp/s and drop to 10kbp/s low. Seeders, c'mon, seed seed! Don't bored me to death.

I am still downloading The Twelve Kingdom. It has been 2 weeks already, but the download is stuck at 40% despite being connected to 53 seeders. And my assumption is these 53 seeders are international seeders. That is why the speed is sooo turtle. And Streamyx is behind all this. Because they throttle P2P, I have difficulties downloading from international seeders. And you know what...I don't think there's any Malaysian out there who can appreciate this kind of anime. As far as I'm concerned.

My family is out. I'm home alone. Do you think I have the potential of acting in Home Alone 5? Lolx. I'm going off..to cook my yakisoba. I love yakisoba, with extra mayonnaise. Slurp slurp. Delicious.

Yesterday. Was. Fun. Me and Burn went to watch Rush Hour 3. Well there's nothing interesting on the storyline but the scenes are hillarious. Right from the beginning. Later, we went to Allegro for dinner. The last we went there was when we held that birthday party for the birthday boys and girls. And as usual, the food there never once dissapoint us.

On our way to Subang, we were caught in the jam. Wonder what causes traffic at 9 in the evening? There was an accident...many cars involved...quite damaging...and the best part? The accident happen on the opposite lane!! Seriously, I just can't get it. What is so nice about slowing down on the road to watch the accident? Malaysian drivers...are blockheads. Why not just involve themselves in the accident instead of watching? That way they can even be involved in the argument. It's really stupid that our lane was jammed when accident was on the opposite lane. That is why Malaysia have this 'jakon' word. So people...please move on. It's none of your fooking business.

I felt like going for bowling. It has been quite a while since my last game-with Burn. I'm so gonna miss him. Our gang are all scattered around. UK. US. Australia- Me & Chuan, Burn, Yaw. Among us all, Burn said I have the highest probability of not coming back to Malaysia. Not quite true. But it will be if..if...If that IF happens.

My handphone...has died on me. Nooo!!! It has served me for 3 years. I had it repaired twice, due to the 'ribon' problem. The ribon is the so-called wire that connects the phone and the screen. Anyway, I had my eyes on SE W880i, SE W660i, and SGH E900. I'm getting it. Either one. My budget should not be more than RM1000. Handphone prices will drop, eventually. Especially when there's a new model in market. Everyone told me to trade my old phone in. A NO-No to me. That phone...that phone has a very strong bond with me. Am gonna fix it, even if I get my new phone.

Right now, I'm in the mood for Finale and Anemone by L'arc and also Shallow Sleep and Careless Whisper by Hyde. It's one of my favourita when I'm down/sad. I love listening to Hyde voice in this song. If you wanna know what I mean, listen to it.

All in all, I'm feeling empty. Not sure why. Not sure why. Listening to The Cape of Storm.

you'll never notice
the colour of sin
just as the storm clouds close in
it's dark
here in the shadow
i am pursued
until the ends of the earth
embraced....

I'm exausted, both mentally and physically. I slept at 6 this morning and woke up at 9am, got ready and went out to bank to pay my bills. Yesh, credit card bills. Been using it without my dad's knowledge. Later, went to meet ChengYen at AsiaCafe for pool. It drains out my energy. Af the 4th game, I could barely hit the ball. Probably its because of my lack of rest.

Later we went to Sunway Pyramid. Holly. I got lost, at the parking lot and also in the mall itself. I couldn't recognise where I am when I took the lift. It changed so much. Not to mention even the tiles. And ohh Parkson has been renovated and it looks posh. ChengYen wanted to buy some birthday gifts for his friend and he needed my opinion. So I helped him out. However...instead of helping him out...i tturned out to be an eating event for me. I went to almost every single stall to eat. I repeat stalls, not shops. In case you got confused 'cuz I can't eat in every single shop!

But..he did know what he wanted already for a gift. A CD Addict 2. Even I like it. Gosh. But that's one pricey stuff. A no-no to me.
Finally...I know what type and exact model of HD I should get. I'm planning to go for 3.5" Sarotech Hardbox enclosure, with a 500GB Seagate Sata2 HD. This would sum up to about RM590. I hope the fellow could give me a better price.
Another thing would be my obsolete model of RAM. A Kingston for Compaq, DDR-333, 1GB for about RM300. Yesh, that pricey because it's an obsolete RAM. Dammit.
So you see...money is indeed IMPORTANT!!

Yay! Mum just told me that she'll [s]bring[/s]accompany me to Sogo tomorrow to buy my luggage. I think I would need 2 of it, which also means I will have to pay for the extra weight. God, please, I hope it won't cost too much. If it does, I would go broke before I reach Scotland. Yesh Scotland...I'm one step closer now.

What an uneventful day, today. I woke up at 10.30am, thinking that it's already 2pm, judging by the sun. So I thought I was late...hurried to the bathroom, took my bath and prepared myself. Once I'm done, I looked for my handphone to check the time. It's only 11.15am. Dang. Got bored, I watched Zombie-Loan online. Not a movie, it's an anime. Not bad. I'm only at episode 3 and ot myself addicted, I went to animesuki and download it to keep a collection of it.

My mum I was supposed to leave for KL at 1pm. Because of some misunderstanding, we left at 1.45pm. And grrr...jam! First time ever it has been jam ever since I moved in. Further front, I saw a garbage lorry with a camry stopping in the middle of the road. Jalan bapak engkau kah! Accident. Pity that Camry. I think this garbage lorry wanted to cut out but didn't notice the Camry beside, or he thought he was driving a big vehicle and the Camry would give way, either one, he scratched the Camr on the left. Front front to back. Teruk.

Anyway reached Pandan Jaya at 2.30pm, meet up with Burn and we took RapidKL to Lowyat. Ohh, it was my first time taking bus to that area ever since I got my car license. My plan was to upgrade my ram and buy an external hard disk drive. However, I was hit badly with one bad laptop politic news. There's no spare parts (original) for my model. Supposedly, my laptop model was released just to compete with other brands. In orther words, it's like a beta version. My model was V2133, which is in between V2132 and V2134. They bloody release it without having the thoughts of people upgrading them. Suppose if my laptop were to go 'kaput', I'm a goner. I'm so damn pissed. Sigh.

I love the new Samsung phone. SGH F300, the model being advertised by Beyonce. It's really cool. I went to test it out yesterday with my mum. I really really like it. But...it's priced at friggin RM1499. 'Kononnya' promotion, they're giving a free bluetooth headset. I decided....to wait for the price to drop below a thousand to purchase it. But today, in Lowyat itself, I stumbled upon Samsung handphone shop. They're having this promotion wheer they sell SGH E900 for RM749, plus 1GB memory card. It used to be over RM1500.

You know...I know. My English today sucks. I can't type for good. I wanted to re-correct every single phrase and sentence...but I'm too lazy. I'm going off to watch Zombie-Loan!!!!

I think I'm getting bored with Blogger. Just today, I've received an email from LJ (life journal) webmaster. I went to check out and it turned out to be a greeting message. As I was browsing around, I found LJ has more functions as compared to Blogger. It was pretty fun playing around with the options. I was wondering if I should make LJ as my manga directory. Maybe I should upload my manga and music there. Hmm...just a thought.

Something to ponder on. I've been thinking today what it feels like to study after one year break. As it is, seriously, I hate studying nor I like working. But one thing I enjoy is to do assignments. I suck big time in exams but I score in my assignments. Daren said maybe I should try the American program, instead of sticking to British ones. Too late dude. Thinking again, the reason why I chose UK was because I can get to travel around Europe. Lol. How nice is that. Tell me about it.

Currently, I'm reading the manga FAKE. It's a yaoi (boy x boy) manga. Halt. Don't wander to far yet. There's no any explicit scene or whatsoever. Just an ordinary guys' love. Something I could never comprehend. Why do guys hate guys who are gays? I find gays are cool. Honestly. Most of the gays I see and know are good looking (I mean it!) and tall!! Plus, they're all designers, which is nothing new to me. Just like guy who finds lesbians are turn on, that's how I felt about gays. Sorry I can't help it. Myself being a bi..it's just so complicated. I do, love gals. But I don't seem to have any luck with them. Because the moment I told them I love girls, they freaked out. Oh well...my luck.

I felt like contributing something. I've been downloading a lot lately. Okay, no. I lied. It's almost all the time. I wanted to donate through paypall, but I don't have a credit card. I want to donate through snail mail, but I doubt the safety. So how? I don't donate..I help. Help in forums, and would probably continue to help in editing. But I doubt I would have the time to edit, especially when classes are going to commence soon. So? I do nothing. A bloody leecher.

I'm close to explode now. I've been on a massive downloading from yesterday up until now. I'm somehow annoyed with myself. I've been so free for the past month yet I haven't been updating on my manga. And now, there's just so much to catch up. I also realised my links are expired due to inactivity. Basically, I lost all the manga that I've uploaded. And now, I might have to re-upload them again, which would take like forever with Malaysia 'broadband'.

Lately, I'm so into Canto series. Don't know why. Maybe it's the influence of my brother and father. The elder brother is a drama addict. And he'll always buy those Canto series sold in LowYat. Ocassionaly I would sit and watch with him. Of course, the main attraction is the main actors/actresses. And my favourita would be Cheung Chi Lam. He's so cute, baby face, with his dimples. I'm so smitten with him. And while for my dad, he'll keep teasing me. Asking whether do I regret not learning Chinese when I was younger. I said no. If I did, I would end up like my brother, 'square'.

I'm the biggest procrastinator of myself. Not have I yet to do my visa, I have yet to book my tickets and also I haven't gotten any reply for my accommodation. Eleventh hour job kills. I have not even buy my luggage, my HDD, and also not yet upgrade my laptop. To me, upgrading laptop is the most important task right now. I can't possible go there with my 512Mb of ram and only 40GB of HDD, which now only left with 5GB. I can't possible survive, knowing that I'm an anime and a manga fanatic. And I'm also waiting to download my Prison Break Season 3 which would be aired in September. I'm glad I would be doing this in UK, as I heard I could even download and upload at the same time. Their broadband there must be fast. I'm excited.

Now, I'm going to continue catching up with my manga. Here I come!!

I'm very familiar with the word 'bored'. Never I passes my day without the word 'bored'. And it has unconciously become a routine to me.
I was going through my iTunes to check out for a nice song, and now, I'm so into Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake OST, especially the track 'Wish'. The music pierced through my empty hallow heart. And now, I'm feeling it-how my body is reacting to the music. My heartbeat, my emotion, and my passion are in sync with the music.

I was browsing in MSN and I found this daily tarot reading thingy. I'm asked to enter my name and pick three cards. And the results are as follow:-

Tarot reading for ginette:
Love
Touchstone
Career
Love: Temperance
Touchstone: The World
Career: The Hermit

-->Today, you’ll be experiencing a sense of adventure and great intellectual curiosity, dear ginette. Your sociable characteristics are coming out, under the influence of Temperance, and you are suddenly filled with a strong desire to get out of your daily routine, to do some traveling, or at least meet people. And why not? Give in to this whirlwind and quench your insatiable curiosity for everything new. Get out and discover the World! After all, the old motto still holds: Seize the day! At work, prepare to be confronted by requests from all sides: clients, co-workers, the boss…Unfortunately, with the Hermit as your guide, you’re not inclined to react favorably to these demands. On the contrary, you’re in a taciturn mood and prefer to remain stubbornly alone and move calmly forward at your own pace. By acting this way, you risk missing out on some good opportunities or excellent advice – what a shame!

Oh well, I'm not working so what the heck. I'm hungry. I'm going to cook myself udon. It's my fifth meal for the day. I'm putting on weight. My jeans don't fit me anymore. My face is blotted. And I think I'm gonna need a new wardrobe. Muahaha.

I've tried to blog, everyday. But as I was blogging, I realised I'm not good with words. I can't seem to arrange or put my thoughts into words. I'm a noob.

There's been this empty space in my room, which I was planning to put my study table at. After giving much thoughts, I've decided to put a cool sofa instead. A bedroom is not supposed to be a studyroom. I saw a nice sofa from Cavenzi, and its priced at RM299. It's quite cool, with an Italian concept. It's one long seat sofa, without headrest. But its ok 'cuz its cool.

I'm planning to go to KL tomorrow. Have a few things to settle.
1) Post my reply to Leicester University;
2) check to see if there's any letter from Starthclyde;
3) to do my visa;
4) book my air ticket from STA;
5) to take my payslip from MV;
6) to take my remaining CD-R in my old house;
7) and to hangout with Burn.

I've been catching a Canto series, Cold Blood Warm Heart. I remember Miss Kat used to say I'm cold blooded because I always wore a sweater to her class, despite the weather. Anyway, it's a really good series. Many twist and turn, its so good yet depressing and frustrating. And...I find myself smitten with Chi Lam (that's his name, according to my bro). I dare not say he's a good actor, yet. But he's so cute. I was surfing to find his pictures online, back then and now, there isn't much difference. He's got a baby face look, with his dimples. Gosh, I'm so in love.

I think it's because my thoughts are so random that I find it tough to put into words. That's all for now. I'm going to continue my series.