The one thing about j-pop that I dislike about is the guys voices. They sounded girlish, so girly it makes me shiver. I was watching Music Station this evening on Animax. Dammit, they are all pretty boys with girlish voice. And dammit, why do they need 8 members in a band, and on top of that, only 2 main singers. I came to a conclusion that this pop bands depends on their look to be famous. Just my two cents. But I can't tolerate that. When you create a band, dammit, do create good songs, not good looks. I despise that, so much that I felt like grabbing their long hair and give them all a taste of my fist. Wooo...Lol. It makes me realize, these pop bands are so commercialise. Okay, forget about what I said. POP...is supposed to be commercialised. I feel sad. Most, or should I say majority of japanese music fans listen to pop bands. The band with good looking guys dancing all over for them and sounded like girl band. The more I'm on about it, the more frustrated I am.

I'm now on episode 22 for Meteor Garden. Dammit. This is friggin dragging. I know, they follow exactly (or almost alike) the manga. But they could've cut away the unnecessary scenes. This Jerry guy is spoiling my Domyouji image. Him and his sleveless shirt all the time. It's bloody faggotish. I felt like banging his head on the mirror so he could have a closer look of how faggotish he looks like. Jeez. And the girls are drolling all over of him. I don't get it. Wakaranai. Since Jerry had almost spoil my Domyouji image, I decided to take up reading the manga, all over again. I could even remember almost every sentences by him. I live with my fantasy. Leave me alone. I don't friggin need anyone to remind me that he's only a character in a book. Now..it reminds me of Tamahome and Miaka. How sweet. I wish I could be like them. Should you need to say anything about this, keep it to yourself. I don't want to know.

And now, I'm going off to continue reading. I was reading it halfway and I felt the sudden urge to blog. Hence my present here.

I'm hopeless. Forever I'm complaining about being bored. And I start stalking people around me till they're afraid to answer my call. Wonderful! I've been on a marathon, japanese series marathon. Notice why I didn't call it japanese drama. Because drama sounds depressing. And its for aunties (according to burn). Hence the series.


Last night I was freaking myself out in search for accommodation in Scotland. I forgot, I haven't hand in my application for the accommodation, and I'm almost running out of time. There is no exact deadline but I'm expected to submit by September 1. I'm taking way much of a time in decided where to stay. I couldn't make up my mind. The rooms are charged on weekly basis. There are two types of room; the normal and en-suite. I wanted en-suite so much I kept bugging my dad but he refused me. It costs 82 pounds per week and he said he could only provide me the normal room which is going for 65 pounds. Both are located on campus. I need a bath, I really do. I need to do my laundry, and I hand wash them. I have a friend over in Liverpool and he told me it cost him 55 pounds for an en-suite room. Its bloody unfair. I'm paying so much more without an attach bath! Then again, I had no choice because I couldn't get hold of any agency for private accommodation. This is pissng me off. Imagine, I could have save the extra and go for holidays instead of paying a bloody sum of 65 pounds, with bath. I'm stressing it again. And..I still haven't decided whether to stay in campus or not.


I have so much to tell during the whole week but I couldn't bring myself to. So many things had happened. Sad ones that is. But, if I were to talk about it, it'll be a never-ending post.


I went back to Ampang today to pack my remaining stuffs there. And yet, I couldn't manage to bring all. I'll make another trip. As I was packing, I noticed, I had way too many mangas, which simply cost over thousands of ringgit, perhaps 3 thousands. Yes, that much. Back then, I was obsessed with buying manga. And I'm talking about the English version of manga released by Vic Media and TokyoPop. And you know how bloody expensive a book cost, RM34-40. I could open a mini library for those who can't read Chinese comics. Like me. Lol. Then, I came across my anime collections, the bought ones. Ahah. Should I add another thousand? Around there. i was so obsessed with anime that I actually went to work in AnimeTech. Did I mentioned how I got the job? I went in to enquire for vacancy posted outside, and the supervisor told me to list down a few animes that I watched. As I listed until the third anime, she stopped me and asked when could I start. It was that easy. Myself were surprised. Later on when I started working, I asked why did she decided to hire me. And she said it's because she has never heard of the three animes that I mentioned. It's funny. Because that three anime was famous or almost famous: Samurai Champloo; Ghost in the Shell; and Fancy Lala. That was back in 2004.


You see, I have issues with lady being my boss or supervisor. I could never get along with them. When I was working in AnimeTech, for the first month, it was alright. The following month, she transferred me into the storeroom to pack the dvds. The reason she gave was I talk too much to customers. But hello, that is what I called customer service. And I even get my regular clients coming back to me. I wanted to stay there longer, but I can't take it from her anymore, so I quit at the end of the second month. Then in 2005, I worked in Timberland. I had the same problem as well, with my lady supervisor. I'm not bragging, but I was the second top sales there. To hell with ladies bosses. I quit right at the end of first month. My manager told me to work till January but I refused to work, especially with the lady. I'm close to cursing now.

I was so bored when I finish all the japanese series by Nagase Tomoya. OMG, he's simply hot and gorgeous. I felt closer to him each time I watch his series. He's so good, so good that I almost forgot he's acting. His character in all his movies are almost similar. I pressume its because that's how he is. I can't get over him. I want him all to myself. I heard an article about him going to wed Ayumi Hamasaki. So shittified. I was so heart broken. But then again, it's only rumours. I want to believe in it. Ohh so when I finished his series, I was dread bored and surfed in the sigte to find for a new series. And I came upon a Taiwanese series. See how desperate I am. It doesn't matter that I can't understand, because there's english subtitle. It's called Meteor Garden I. I supposed its an old series because I saw many comments for the last 6 months. At first, I found it weird. The storyline is almost or exactly the same as in Hana Yori Dango manga. I went and search on Wikipedia and to my surprised, it is based on the manga. I'm now at episode 4. DaoMing Si (or rather Jerry) is not good in it. He doesn't have any expression. All he does is shout. She's supposed to show a grim face. But he's expressionless. I'm disapointed. It spoils Domouji character. Well, just my two cents. I believe man of his fans will shot me commenting on him because I saw all comment like "Jerry is so damn gorgeous" or "I want him to kiss me" or "omg, i love you so much vic". Ahh well Vic is another story. He really can act Hanazawa Rui's character. These people comments are so lame. Lame-o-lame.

Been very bored these few days. Watching too much of drama. I think I'm becoming an old auntie. I've managed to finish GTO, Hotman 1 and Hotman 2 in 3 days and 2 nights. That is right, two sleepless nights. Don't ask how and why. I'm just plain crazy.

Me and Burn went to watch Transformer for the second time in the cinema, GSC this time. Holy crap. It was so cool. I still can't get over those autobots, especially Bumblebee. Mikeala is so hwot. And so is soldier Lennon. Any chance we'll watch third time? There will be. :) And I'm awaiting fro Rush Hour 3. Chris Tucker seem to put on some weight. Lol.

I just got the photos from Burn. We-Burn, BS, and myself went to The Curve last month. We first went for lunch at some Thai food.

Gin and BS

Our Ms. BS only called to hang out with us on the day she's going back to Malacca. It's always been like that. And I think I'm such a nice person to go out with her because of her last minute notice. She never change. Never. And as we walked around, they have this uhm car roadshow to promote transformers(i think). I was dared by Burn to go ask for balloon from Mr. Clown. And I did.

This is when I went and asked for the balloon. The kids were staring, they were!

Burn was scaring me because I thought he was taking videos of me during that time. And honestly, all the kids were staring at me. But hey, who said balloons are only for kids? Lol.

I am sad. I am really sad. Not because I'm isolated. Well, that's part of it, but I'm sad because I never expected Yasha to have that ending. The reason I even picked this drama up was because of Hideaki Ito. He's the main character and he's good-looking. And after watching, he's not just a guy with looks, but his acting skills show it all. Well I don't watch a drama if the sypnosis isn't interesting enough to caught my attention. I really wan to tell what is Yasha all about. But I'm not good with words. I can only talked it out, not write. Sad isn't it? I don't know why. Somehow I felt that writing can't express what I want to express, even though is just like a story telling.

Despite that, I'm actually stealing wireless connection from my neighbour. Cool isn't it? I've been streaming videos the whole day, and it's pretty fast. I'm thankful to have such generous neighbours. Either wise, I'll be so dead at home.

I have a sudden crave for sushi. I don't know why. Been longing for it. I want to eat Tempura Udon, hana maki, tempura cheese crepe, inari, tamago, sake, golden ball, and many many more! I don't really care if I gain weight. Because anyhow, I am gaining weight now. I can feel my but grew bigger, and fatter because my pants felt tight at that particular area, also my waist. I called it prosperity. Do you know how many African people out there craving for food? Or maybe Zimbawe? I do feel lucky to have the chance growing fat!

Not forgetting Gensomaden Saiyuki, I'm sooo hooked to it. Love Sanzo-the corrupted monk. I'm listening to Wild Rock now. And damn, I wanna watch it-again (for the fourth time). I have the whole three seasons of Gensomaden Saiyuki. Thank God I used to work in AnimeTech and I got 30% off it. Coolios. Speaking of working in AnimeTech, that was the easiest interview ever. I went in to ask for vacancies because I'm so interested in anime. The supervisor there asked if I watch anime, and I said 'atarimai'. She looked blank. So I said yes. She asked if I could tell her what are the anime, and I started giving her my list: Fushigi Yuugi; Marmalade Boy; Gundam Seed; Ghost in the Shell; Initial D; Gensomaden Saiyuki. And she stopped me right away after Gensomaden Saiyuki and asked when I could start. It was that easy. I was overjoyed to get the job. It was tough because I got picked by her somehow because I talked to much to the customers. But that's part of the job scope. Providing information to customers. That a lil too long conversation often because they asked how come I know so much. Doh. You have the world wide web. So utilize it. This was back in 2004, October-December. My semester break.

There are actually many types of anime fan. Some just watch and that's it. Some would even know the seiryuu of the character. Some would even critic-like movie critic. As for me, I would want to know everything, well most of it. I would want to know the seiryuu of the character, the actual time and day it will be released(both dvd and online), the director of the anime, the songs, basically all. Lolx. One info missing, I promise I'll turned the net upside down to find it. And you know what? I'm actually proud to be called as an otaku. Many people fear the word 'otaku'. I read this somewhere. 'Otaku' come from a real life story. There's this guy who loved anime so much that he also watched hentai (porn anime). Being so obsessed with hentai, he actually went out and rape those gals. Those are as in randomly. Slowly, it became a serial murder rape. Yes, he kills them after raping them. So the police were tracking him down. This guy died, but I can't remember how. It's either he was found by the policemen and got shot or he was so obsessed with the porn collection that he just died like that while watching it. Anyway, the policemen found a hell of anime and hentai dvds in his house. Since then, he's been labelled as otaku-freak or anime freak. That is why, the Japanese fear of the word otaku. I read this in some Japanese based magazine.

Sunday, the day I hate most. It means I have to go home. Remember about me saying trying to make some sense to my dad? Well, that didn't work out quite well. Before I could finish my sentence, which I assumed he pretty much know what's it about, he started shouted. Damn. It's really depressing. Really really depressing. He won't let me live by myself. I'm doubting the idea of him sending me to UK. I'm thinking again, will he really send me?

Anyway, I've managed to unpacked most of my stuff in the new house on yesterday. I've only got 2 boxes of stuff and my sis have 5 boxes! I was like what the heck. What did she brought along. Later after unpacking, I went back to my old house. I've got date with Sus and Rin. Again, we went to Aloha. Although I must agree that Aloha is packed with all Chinese, but I just can't resists the music there. Me no like trans, no techno. So we went in with Shawn's (the dj) help, and he even find a bodyguard for us! And introduced us to some of the waiters. That's so nice of him.
We went downstairs first. I think you call it velvet? Nevermind. And I got freaked out. This bunch of foreigners, God know where are they from, was grabbing my head, then hugged me. I was like what the heck. Sus quickly pushed me to the front so I got lose from him. Sus said he's drunk, so don't look at him. As we went up, the followed us. Frigging scary. Now, I felt insecure without a guy's accompany to the club. I blame it all on Lee! =p

So we went up. Another crazy Chinese fellow. He kept showing his index finger to me and I don't know why. I supposed to break it? He's not handsome, so I don't give a damn bout him. Lol. But he's like a lost soul kept pestering me. Many times he offered me drink and I refused.
Then this dj, Sam Chiko (according to his name card) was supposed to throw t-shirts for us to grab. But he didn't. He let them come and take by themselves. Heck. That's not fair. I want the t-shirt too! But I managed to get the cap though. It's POKKA's cap. The green tea brand I supposed.

I spotted this cute look-like-Persian guy. And when I say cute, he's really cute. But...okay, let's keep aside the height problem. I seriously have problems with a guy's height. I'm so into tall guys. When I say tall, just just taller than me. But he must be at least 175cm. Then again, I kept reminding myself that this is Malaysia. Tall guys are rare. Thank you. Okay back to the topic. He was staring at me. That's what I felt. Then when I looked, yes, he is staring at me. I turned away and sat on the sofa. Tired. And when I looked back at him, I'm positive he's staring. So I smiled at him, and he smiled back. That's when I spotted him cute. Lol.

Oohh, last Friday, Burn and I went for the Transformers. Gosh, it's so frigging awesome. Even I who don't watch the cartoon is so in love with the movie. I'm going for second round. Weehaaa. I'm so into Bumblebee. He's so cool. Hehehe.

And today, I'm stressing again, I hate Sunday because its a sun day. Me and Burn planned to watch Die Hard 4.0 and Transformers, again. Yes, I'm so in love with the movie. Went to Times Square to buy the tickets, and we left the counter with sad faces. Both movie tickets were SOLD OUT! Crap. I forgot, it's weekends. So we went to MBO to buy tickets. My face shines when there's still good seating for Die Hard. Unfortunately, Transformers were sold out, except for the front seating so we didn't take that. MBO, the next best choices.

Die Hard 4.0 is so cool. My hero will always be my hero. Bruce Willis is so cool. I still don't find him old to be in any action movie. Still fit! Heheh. I'm about to do something illegal now. I'm going to download the first three movies of Die Hard.