Blur me

Take a look at me all black!
I love black because it
Makes me look slimmer
Makes me look taller
Makes me look evil...

Let's see. Last Friday I went out for lunch at KLCC with Carlos, Rina, and David. And without realizing, we took more than an hour at KLCC. We were walking, window shopping, taking photos...until it started to rain. We're so stranded! My first time taking Putra, yes you got a problem with that?! Anyway you know how people give in their tickets after boarding? I kept asking the lady if I could keep the ticket, for remembrance purposes. Lol. She took it as a joke. I was serious about keeping it. Then she tore the top of the ticket. And gave it to me.

Where was I? Oh yeah, taking photos. These guys takes photo but never send it to me until I asked a few times. So here it is.

I want to have a camera phone.
I wan to have a professional camera.
I want to have a new iPod.
I want to have a new handphone.
I can never have enough.

Malaysians are...jerks.

My mum and I went to Jusco yesterday. We have this discount voucher. So we walked around, and I saw this really nice bag, from Hong Kong. It's black in colour. There's 2 sizes for the bag, one small one and one extremely big. I'd prefer the small black one, but my mum said the bigger ones better.

Me: I like the small one better.
Mum: Bigger bad can put more stuff.
Me: But I don't have many things to put, just my purse, iPod, handphones, keys, headphones....
Mum: There...can the bag fit?
Me: Dunno la...Look like China girl or not? Yes or not??
Mum: Take the bigger one then...
Me: But it's so big (then I started transfering all my stuffs into the big bag)
Mum: There, it's not too big...
Me: Erm...but I still prefer the smaller one. But do I look like a China girl in it?!
Mum: Give up (buy whatever you want)....
Me: I...I dunno laaa. I like the smaller one, but I feel I looked like China girl in it...
2nd bro: Fashion ma...
Me: Ya meh?
2nd bro: After people think you're a "kai"
Me: *Smack his head* What the hell?
Mum: Hurry, need to buy sushi for Shanice. Later sure finish.
Me: Ok la ok la. Take the bigger one.

And I kept hinting her it's expensive. Though she got my hint, she acted like as if she don't know anything-UNTIL....I said it out. We laughed out loud. Everyone was looking. *Mind your own business dude*

True enough, the sushi was completely gone, empty. None left. Sorry Shan. I'll make for you when I've got the time.

I don't get it. Why do people say when you start working you'll grow wiser. Wiser in what sense? All these time I've been taking the public transport to work. I tell you, it's horrible. It's terrible. Usually those who get the seats are the young ones.
Many times I've seen, When there's old person in the crowded bus, NONE, none of them offered their seats.
When there's pregnant lady, no one offered their seats.
When there's mother with small kids, none offered their place.
What the hell is wrong with people nowadays? They let the old lady/man standing, pregnant lady stand, and the kids too. The kids are only about 2-3 years old. And they were crying in the bus because it's too crowded I think.
I can't take it. I can't tolerate this.
Just when the old man about to sit down, as there's passenger board off, the young ones race with them. What the f*ck. Without hesitation I told the fellow to get off and give the seat to the old man. Then we argued. He's scary. But I'm nay scared. He's such as asshole.

I felt the fellow staring at me. I remembered my bro told me about some gangsters' team. So when my sister called, I mentioned about some team 007 or something like that. I did it on purpose. I wanted him to listen. Then he stop staring. Wow. It works....

I've pre-ordered my LP cd, just to get the giant poster. It's expensive. I don't care.
I felt a bit lost now. I don't care.
I'm hungry, but I've just eaten.
I want to go out, but I'm broke.
I need some company, but everyone's busy.
Big Deal!

Happy Birthday sister!

Now do you love my job? I'm blogging from office. My boss in not in, but she left me work to do. Typical. Anyhow, it's so dead here. I'm sleepy. Been out last night to celebrate my sister birthday. She's into Korean languages.

SENIN CHUKAE SHANICE!

I've read through something interesting.

"A product is something made in a factory; a brand is something that is bought by the customer. A product can be copied by a competitor; a brand is unique. A product can be quickly outdated; a successful brand is timeless."

- Stephen King, WPP Group, London

That's it for today. Might come on later.

A night to remember

I'm in love, I really am. After I meet Good Charlotte live on the 21st April, Saturday. It was superb. What makes me go? My friends all know I'm a Japanese maniac, so I think they assume I don't listen to English music. It's not that I dislike Good Charlotte but I'm just not a fan of theirs. I got the Digi VIP pass for being a Fu-Yoh subscriber. So who's the best? DIGI! Always the smarter choice. =)

Before the appearance of Good Charlotte, some Malaysian band were performing. Sadly enough, I know none except for J.Lo, as in Jason Lo. Let's see. I only know a few of their songs, Girls n Boys; Predictable; Dance Floor Anthem; and I Just Wanna Leave. But I'm in love with them after hearing The River. It' so damn cool. I'm so into the song. I like Joel, but I'm in love with Billy. He's so damn hot. You can see him on his guitar and keyboards. Joel said that he wanted to move to Malaysia and he'll need people to replace his members, and that he will needa find another twin. Lol. Billy was there boo-ing, with thumbs down. And Joel even ask if any gal would marry him, and the guy in front of me was shouting "Yeeeaaahhh!". I was like what the hell. Are you alright man? Sheesh.

I....I didn't know we're allowed to bring in cameras! Else I would've brought mine! The last I went to Force of Nature's concert they wouldn't even allow cameras. Crap. I wasted my chance. It's so vexing. But luckily I brought my bro's handphone which allows me to capture video as long as I want. Coolios! Thank you bro! And yes, he's the one who redeemed my tickets for me because he works in Times Square and I was working during that hour.

Owh, there's a fight just before Good Charlotte appears. Between the Malays and Chinese. There's this bunch of Malay guys playing around. This one guy told his friends to carry him and throw him to the front. So he hit this Chinese fellow (apparently big size) and he got pissed off. They then argued and I was right beside them! I was frightened, and I told my brother not to look at them. Crazy fellow. And another would be smoking in the crowd. Malaysians are stupid, low mentality. This Indian fellow was smoking during the performance of the local bands and the other two Chinese fellow saw and followed smoking. HelloW? That ain't your private place. Have some consideration will ya. I just can't understand these people. What what the heck.

And Ohh Ohhh, I saw JeeWang at the concert. He knew I was going but I didn't know he's going too! Hmm, weird. But he stood back because he can't take the crowd. And me, I was in the crowd pushing to get a good spot, though we're in the pit.

I'm having sore throat now. I screamed my heart out. I shouted all I could. And I really enjoyed it, though something happened earlier.

Helplessly moody

I don't know what have gotten into me. Day has been dull. I was talking to Jeev. He told me much. What he said was right, but I just can't help myself. I'm hopeless, I am...

I want to drown my sorrows away. Kamisama, tasukete kudasai. So near yet so far.

Keith replied my mail. He said he would've go to Scotland. I think I would do the same. Scotland is a nice place, I just know. Many things I have here-I can't seem to let it go. But now it's all different. I think I've very ready to leave. Perhaps.

Jo, you know I've got so much to tell you. Li Yen, you too! I have got more to tell you. Li Yen! Li Yen, you're my ears, my eyes, my heart, my shadow. You know how much I love you. I really do. Often I'm very dependent on you. And I still am. Without you I'll go crazy. Without you, the Ginette before would've been long lost. Without you, I'll die!

To clarify things, I am no lesbo. It's just that I go both ways. Bi-sex is what they called. But I'm more than that. I'm really moody. I'm not in the mood. Doshite? Wakaranai. Jibun no wakaranai. Dakara, dareka, tasukete. Sabishii...honto ni sabishii. Anata wa doko ka? Watashi no oujisama...

Everyday, girl, I wake up and pray
That you'll come back home
And don't take too long
Cuz since you've been gone
Everything's gone a bit wrong
I wish you were here
Holding me near

You know I'd go out of my mind
If you ever left my heart behind
So I'm beggin' you please (so I'm beggin', beggin' you please)
Bring you sweet love back to me (Please come back to me)

If I don't have you (don't have you)
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I can't go on in this world alone
Baby it's true (baby it's true if I don't have you) If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
Girl I would die (girl I would die)
I'm a star with no light
A day with no night
If I don't have you

Late at night I reach to hold you tight
But you're not there (you're just not there baby)
I know you still care (I know you still care)
And oh how I miss your soft, tender, lovely kiss
You'd give to me (to me)
So tenderly

We used to feel
That time would stand still
When I see you baby it will
So hurry home (so hurry, come home to me)
You know your man needs you so (oh girl you just don't know)

If I don't have you (don't have you)
If I don't have you I don't know what I'd do
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I just wanna hold you
I can't go on (can't go on)
In this world alone
Baby it's true (baby it's true if I don't have you)
If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
If you say goodbye I would die
Oh I would die (girl I would die)
I would die if I don't have you
I'm a star with no light (no light, whoa!)
A day with no night
If I don't have you
You know I'd go crazy without you (don't have you)
If I don't have you I don't know what I'd do
To hold on to (to hold on to)
I just wanna hold you
I can't go on (can't go on)
In this world alone (in this world alone)
Baby it's true (baby it's true if i don't have you)
If you say goodbye (you say goodbye)
If you say goodbye I would die
Oh I would die (girl I would die)
Girl, I know I would die
I'm star with no light
A day with no night
If I don't have you

The returning of Gi.

I'm sad. Because I'm sleep deprived. Because I go home late everyday. Because there's tonnes of work in office. And the work...it's like neverending! But, I don't bring home my work, never.

Just as much I wanted to say that, I actually brought home a few data entry work. It's not part of my job scope, and sometimes-not, most of the time I felt I'm being exploit. But it's okay. Just a temporary job. However, though I brought back work, I did not do it. Lazy tells everything.

My eye hurts, as a result of the depression and also because I've checked so many applications, and my job requires me on the computer almost 9 hours everyday.

I'm planning to go IKEA this Saturday. Anyone join? Jeev is in. I'm planning to get some stuff from there and also to do a bit of shopping-for myself. =) Li Yen free this Sat? Let's go for another round of chess game. =))

Ohhh Yeah! I've got Good Charlotte tickets-two of them plus T-shirts! WooHooo. I'm not much of a Good Charlotte fan though. Anyone interested to buy them from me? Wait, on second thought, I don't wanna sell them. I want to go to the concert.

MUCC...again and again I listened to them. I'm soo in love, with Tatsu's vocals! Tonbi, is the main contributor. Then go to Ame no Ochestra. I'm seriously deeeeply in love with him. I love how the played with his vocals.

Happy Birthday PuiYee!

Today is Sunday, the 15th. Tomorrow is Monday, the 16th.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PUI YEE!!

Because her exam is tomorrow, yea, on her birthday, pitiful yea...so we celebrated for her 2 weeks back, where I mentioned we went to Waikiki. Show some proof...

Mua, LiYen, and PuiYee

It was really fun. The first time I danced. Wait. Did I mentioned this already? Maybe I did.

And owh guess what?! I've got an offer from Uni of Stratchclyde!! This is really unexpected. My dad woke me up at 7 in the morning to show me the letter, of course he opened it before me. Hey, give me back my privacy. Lol. But somehow, they offered me MSc in Economic and Policy, when I applied for MSc in Finance. How did this happened? Oh well, I think I might go for this if there isn't any reply from Edin anytime soon.

Work, as usual, bored, hectic, tiring. But you know what? I'm having fun. Not because of my work, but my colleagues. They're very nice people. Even managers are as crazy as mua.

Lost Soul

Alish dear, misses you much. Why haven't you be online? I'm going crazy without you!!

Last night, again I went to meet up with PuiYee, LiYen and Jeevs. This time we went to chill out at Starbucks. But me and Li Yen ended up playing chess. Aye, you heard me right. Even Burn was shocked because I called him up to clarify some moves in the game. Lol.

I never played before till last night.
I never knew how to see people playing chess, as in how the games goes.
I used to hate people who play chess because they think so much.

I was playing with PuiYee and LiYen is on my side while Jeevs teaching PuiYee the moves. In the end? I WON! Hahaha. LiYen is great. =))

Owh, last Wed Chester was here, in KLCC. I'm soo near yet so far. I work only opposite KLCC. I wanted to go see him, but I've got to work. Jo couldn't make it 'cuz she was busy. So in the end, none of us went. Arghz!

Confused

How do you know when you actually like that someone? So far my feelings are on and off. It comes and go just like that. It means when I see him I like him, when I don't see him I don't like him. Does that mean that is not like, love, but its infatuation? I don't know. It really annoys me when I don't know my own feeling.

I've been talking to Jeev about this. He said what I need is a guy who can speak English and knows how to treat a gal well. And he said the same for himself. Lol. Many people asked, why not get a boyfriend? I said I have yet to find my other half so am not getting any. If you don't try you won't know. That's the line EVERYONE been using it. Even DAVID! So stop asking when I'm getting one. I'll tell if I found any. Anyway I'm lovin' the way I am now, besides the country issue. Hahaha.

So let's make tonight special, something beautiful that we'll always treasure, so let's make tonight so right, we will make it a night to remember all of our life....

I met a dear friend of mine. Please remind me that I know all those weird people. Lol. He's 38 and his wife had passed away 10 years back, in an accident. Ever since then, he's been alone, all by himself, with no child/kids. When I asked how come not find another partner, afterall its been 10 years already. He's rich, he speaks good English, and he's nice....*Gi fantasizing*

Me: Daren, why not find another partner. She passed away quite some time already.
Daren: Can't. She's still with me, in me, within me. And I still love her very much.
Me: *Feel sorry for him*
Daren: What 'bout you? Why do you not find a bf, since you're young.
Me: My problem is, I don't even know what is love. I don't even know if I like the fellow.
Daren: Hah! Who's that?
Me: No one. It's just that I can't tell for my own feelings. My pet bro said I'm a firewall.
Daren: *laughs* You're still young, thus you not know much about this. Let me brief you on this.
And he goes on talking. It was good hanging with him. Matured man sure do talk and think differently (if you'd notice). It was really funny how I met Daren. I remember, I was in Kinokuniya to collect my pre-ordered manga, and I went around checking for Sidney Sheldon book, but to no avail. So I took Sheldon old book and read it, though I've read it before. And there he comes saying, "I see you're a fan of him" and I replied, "How would you know? I'm only reading one of his book". "Ahah, one of his books, so you do know how many books he had" he said while I replied bluntly "An author don't only have a book". Then it goes on. First I find him irritating 'cuz he asked tonnes of questions. But then slowly I found him nice.

As for last night, finally, plans are on! Sadly Li Yuen couldn't make it because she have class the next morning. Me, Jeevs, PuiYee, LiYen, KaiYang planned for Waikiki (actually only Jeevs and me planned it). The rest were just followers! Lol. PuiYee's birthday is on the 16th of April, so we thought so celebrating it earlier for her cuz she have exams. I invited Crawford, and he invited Melvin.
But something is missing.
Someone is missing.
You know who you are!
I wanted to dearly invite her but I'm stuck in between. But she told me to find her after exams.... XD

Have you heard Aozu & Cap to Bin? They sung most of the Tennis no Oujisama anime. Ohhh I love them. I love their voice, how they play with the tone! I went to S&M to find ALL of Tennis no Oujisama CD songs plus OST. It's a bit pop-ish but its okay.

Owh! MUCC album is out. The live album. I downloaded it, love 'em to bits! Grrrr.....now I have to order again. Ne-chan is smart as she ordered together with their new single so she don't have to do it twice. *_*

I'm Back!

Oh nooo! I'm back! Lol. Been idling for quite sometime. I miss blogger, miss Zorpia & Friendster(NOT). I've not any time for new KDramas and Jdramas, that applies to anime and manga too. But...ahh there's but. But...of course, without fail, I update all my anime, manga, Kdrama, Jdrama, Musics, just that I don't have the time to read, listen, watch and etc.

I'm feeling rather famished now. I've only ate 2 pieces of pizzas today. THAT'S NAY ENOUGH as I'm a big eater. And I'm feeling dull and tired(because of the excessive workload). I'm sleepy too, because I slept too much last night. Lol.

Going off now. Will update soon.