Touch down. I've arrived safely...in Glasgow. The journey here was hazardous. Hey I'm all on my own, can I be blame for saying that? Guess not. I took emirates that transit in Dubai. OMG! Dubai is awfully cheap. YASUI! Cheap. I regretted not going on a shopping spree over there. It's like...owh man. Once in a lifetime? Okay, maybe not. But then again, imagine drinking a medium size McD apple juice for RM0.60 and yes you read it right. On top of that, their medium size is our Malaysia large size. Think it's amazing? Wait till you read the rest.

I went to the duty free shop in Dubai's airport. They sold a range of perfumes - all branded of course and its originality guaranteed. It cost for about DHS 200-300 which is RM20-30. Take that! Then they also have Bobbi Brown cosmetic. Yes, I'm so obsessed with Bobbi Brown! Their liquid eye liner for only RM15.50!! Holy shite. I'm so happy. I'm a very happy woman. If you don't know already Bobbi Brown in Malaysia is so...so...rip off!

However, I continued my journey sadly. I was afraid that it will be confiscated so I did not buy any....
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And I finally reached Glasgow after 18 hours. I waited for an hour and the half at the immigration for mu turn. I'm so speechless. The workers there are....RUDE. Who said about Scottish being friendly and courteous? Beats me.

I'm home sick, already. Scotland is cold. Freezing cold. Even the bloody radiator is not much of help. I have to have AT LEAST 5 layers on to help keep me slightly warm. I'm sleepy everyday because of the weather. I don't know why I'm here so early when classes only commence on Oct 2. Beats me again.

Things here are cheap.....especially liquors and beers and clothes.
My favourite thing is as always expensive : FOOD.

SO who have I met here?
I met Cecil and Eloise both from France. Such coincidence. They both met at the aiport, both from France, and both taking law. I would love that too.
Then Kathi from Germany. She's doing E&E O_o as an exchanged student. She always look blur but sweet.
Then Lex and Bulkie (my roomates).
2 guys from airport which I don't remember their names but only face. And a lot of guys and I don't remember their names!!

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Am I being discriminated? or am I being discriminated? The Scottish don't seem to accept me well. English are good. So are the other EU unions. Feck it.

"They're being jealous because we are rich. we are rich." quote Alish. Lols.

no one understand the anguish
no one knows the grief I share
as the darkness falls around me
no one seems to hear my prayer
people smoothers me with kindness
then they walk away
their compassion flawed by blindness
to my hurt, my fear, and my pain.

Holyshite! I found Blood Stain Child PV - Freedom, and its grueling awesome i tell ya! Its just so awesome, I'm all lost of words.

Blood stain child-freedom
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I HEART AKI!

Can you blame me for falling hopelessly and helplessly in love with SID's bassist, Aki? I am so smitten with him, no matter how he looked like. And I adore all of his piercings from ears to nose to eyebrows to underlips to lips to nipples...arghz...I'm drooling all over him.

I just downloaded one of their PV, Natsukoi. I remembered why I hated PV after watching Natsukoi. Their lips don't sync with the music, their expression don't match their tone, and everything in it is so fake. I believe that the whole point of PV is to show how good looking they are with their nice make-ups and sophisticated apparels. That's it. I pretty much prefer listening or watching to concerts instead. Just like Larcy's. ^^

Bitch you bitch!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAY YOON!

Actually this is the one and only year I remember (or actually know) when her birthday is. Sorry people but I just can't remember everyone's birthday. I remember I almost forgot Burn's birthday during the final year of my course. It's crappy I tell you. I don't have any social life but just stay home and study the goddamn book.

What's up with people nowadays? Bitching here and there. If they like to bitch so much, why not go be a bitch themself. I'm so fooking pissed. You biatch and a half...go bitch yourself!

That aside...I would like to point out a few things.
1) Dir en Grey is not metal. If anything, they're hard rock. I seriously don't see any metal elements in them except for their dressing, tabun. Sorry to all Diru fans. It's just my two cents.
2) Sex Machineguns is coolios. This is what I call heavy metal! However...I find that their metal is not heavy enough. At least not for me.
3) Larcy is not all rock. They're mixture of pop/rock/and sometimes punk (IMO)
4) High and Mighty COLOR is alright. I do think so. Often they're related to Orange Range because they come from the same area, Okinawa.
5) Blood Stain Child? Hell yeah I love them. Somehow I really do enjoy their music. Lols.
6) I was listening to last.fm and I come across this one artist, ムック. Hell I don't/can't read it. But their song is awesome. Hard rock only though but they're definitely good. Someone tell me who are them??
7) Hey, New Found Glory is kinda cool. They're a pop punk band though formed in 1997, from America. Sounds like Good Charlotte.
8) I read so many good reviews on Loudness that i decided to check them out. However last.fm only give a 30 seconds preview on them. I can't really tell how good they are, but judging by their opening, it's pretty cool. They do live up to their name. Haha.
9) I'm now going to look more into J-Metal (heavy metal). I need this so much right now.

I'm smitten again and again with Hyde

I've just downloaded Larcy video for Seventh Heaven and My Heart Draws a Dream. And oh holy! While watching Seventh Heaven which is aired on Jpop Station, I freaked out seeing Hyde on stage. The song is just so not them! Okay, maybe not. But it sounded really pop/rock-ish. I would rather the rock-ish though. But then again, Larcy is part of the pop side as well. Still I can't accept it. The ending part was okay but the beginning of the song really did freak me out. Is it just me but I thought Tetsu has lost weight while Hyde kinda put on some (or shall I say more build). Masaharu Fukuyama looks stunning still though he has gained a little weight but its still all good. Nagase Tomoya was a horrid when I see him. What's up with the unshaved hair (messy look but that is okay) and the curly-afro-kinda-hairstyle? Jeez. What has happened to fashion nowadays?? And he appears on Jpop station? What the heck is he even doing there. Though I like him acting but I have to admit he can't sing. He CAN'T.

My Heart Draws a Dream was different. Though its still pop, but I actually enjoy this over Seventh Heaven. I can see Hyde's doing his best in his vocals. I seem to notice/realise I like it the best when Hyde pulls his vocals long with the high tone/octave. Whatever the term is. Among all I've heard, he's the only one who can pull out that beautiful sound. Suteki ne. I'm so smitten with him seeing him sing. Ahhh... Also, I think its not just me. I noticed Hyde's shoulder is broader now. He gain weight and I think its really nice though I think its better if he's taller. XD.

So...I'm really looking forward for their new album in November. Bring it on Larcy.

Before I could reach 10% of my download of Prison Break, LiYen told me it was a fake! Immediately I stopped my download. I should've known. News reported that the series will be aired on the 17th of September. I'm just too impatience to wait to watch.

I was editing my music library, meaning iTunes. Then I reach the artist L, Larcy. I realised Larcy has came out with two new singles and I didn't knew about it at all. They had released 'Seventh Heaven' singles on May 30 and 'My Heart Draws a Dream' singles in August 29 and there will be two new singles coming out soon. Those are Daybreak's Bell on October 10 and Hurry XMas on November 14. Oh my, I'm having difficulties looking for the already released singles. And I'm also anticipating their upcoming album 'Kiss' on November 24. Oh man, so much to expect. Lols. Ohh Ohhh, speaking of which, BSB will also be coming up with their new album on October 30 (which is one day after my birthday, and yes I'm hinting!) with the title Inconsolable.

While googling around, I stumbled upon a new band (at least for me is!) called 12012. I thought their music was cool because its kinda Indie. So I've downloaded a few of their singles and album. When I first listened, I do find them cool and I like their songs. However, as I listen through, I thought it wasn't my cup of tea. Uh huh. I'm not sure. Probably the timing of listening affects the mood. I'm listening to it again now, and I like it. Arghz. Mood swings. Crappy.

Why aren't my downloads moving?! Again and again, I hate but to blame Streamyx for this. Why the hell my direct download is at the speed of 8kbps when I'm paying for 1.5mbps. I'm fooking annoyed. No wonder streamyx 'kaya sial' fooking rich. I'm so sorry for all the foul words. But I just can't control myself.

PISSED. I'm going to watch Kekkaishi. Sha la la.

I'm sad sad sad

As usual, download are as "fast"as a snail. Prison Break Season 3 is finally out!! I am downloading it. I however, doubt whether the torrent is a real thing. I shall download and see. There are a few sites (eg. torrentz) verify that the file contains virus and that it is fake. However, the number of seeders amazed me, at about plus minus 2500 of them. On top of that, only 3 people who verify the torrent. Why is it so hard to just comment and tell if its the real thing? Mataku. What have become of today's society...Hmm. I think I'm rather out of track.

Bleach has finally reach episode 140! Is this anime trying to compete with Naruto? The 220 episodes of Naruto and currently running 28 episodes of Naruto Shipudden? Muri dane. Ma na. So yo koto de.

I am so sad yet happy. Weird isn't it? I'm so sad to be leaving. However, I found something that I like. Though it may not work out. Uh-huh. Thinking about it makes me happy enough. Bleh. Then again, when it comes back to reality, I'm friggin sad. SAD.

I need to remember. Chris message me if he could come over...at 1Am. I gave him a yes. So he came over with Alvin and we went for supper. Initially I wanted to go to the ice-cream palour at Kota Damansara but they were closing. At that time, only mamaks are available which I didn't want. Alvin suggested we head to The Curve. Both me and Chris were hesitant whether is it still open. To our disappointment, its closed. Thank you Alvin. Lols. Then I wanted Burger King...I read the sign '24 hours pandu lalu" but it wasn't available. Crap. On desperate measures, McD is the only option around.

As I enter McD...Holly cow I saw him!! Him. Glenn. I was like gosh, should I or should I not talk to him. I kept repeating the question. I soo wanted to go over and say hi...but I chickened out last minute. Gosh. Never it has crossed my mind to see him there. I think Glenn leaves around 3.13AM or so. Again, I wanted to say bye...chickened out. I'm such a coward. A pathetic one. The pathetic me could only turn my head back and look at him. I wonder if he remembers me...maybe not.

The other time I met Glenn by chance was during New Year's eve in KLCC. I was so frantic I actually grab Burn's sleeve and tried to tell him I saw Glenn. He didn't get me until he turned around and saw my finger pointing at Glenn. Back then, the same thing happened. I couldn't even utter a word out.

The next time I saw him was at Subang for a event review. He came to photograph the event. Again...all I do is look. I couldn't get myself to talk. I'm so pissed at myself. I let 3 chances go by..just like that. ARGHZ!

I'm going to hit the bed.

I DETEST LIARS

The title say it all.

I went to Penang yesterday with one purpose - to find my girlfriends and party there. So I took the 9.30AM bus ride and reached about 3PM. Long journey I must say. We first went to Queensbay Mall for lunch, then shopping, then car ride, and back home to Sus's place. Next, we're preparing to go club. I went through my purse to check if everything is there. To my surprise (which I HAD a BIG shock), I forgot to bring my I.C out. Not only that, I had nothing to identify myself. All I have was a regular member card at A Cut Above saloon, which my name was hand written. So funny can life be.

I called my mum and told her to help me check if my I.C is around in my room. After 10 minutes, she called back telling me I left my I.C in my jeans! My friggin jeans. I was sulking at the corner. Sus then suggested we walk around downstairs and have dinner. I bought two pairs of socks at Royal Sports House. How pathetic is that??

Because I can't have any fun, I decided to come back early this morning. The journey home is WAY longer than going there. These people are doing some road construction and close down 2 out of 3 lanes. STOOPID. It's just plain stupidity that causes traffic for no reason at all.

So we decided to party in KL.
And the real story begins here.
I am F*CKING pissed. Not because I can't party tonight but because of the title.

THANK YOU.

Be delinquents with pride and dignity (quote Yamaguchi Kumiko)

Nice one don't ya think? Now, first, where and how should I find the courage to be wild? I'm too good to do the wrongs.
It's 4AM and I'm here. Yes, wide awake I am. Was busy streaming porn. Oops, did I just said that? Lols. I was watching Gokusen and am soo into it. Can't help myself but to continue watching. If a delinquent like Onizuka could be a teacher, so why not the Yamaguchi with yakuza background? Yosh. Continue watching.

おわり

Erm.
I extracted one of my wisdom tooth yesterday. It hurts so much I had headache. A bad one. So I slept the whole day after that.
I'm scared to eat. Scared that my gums won't close (the gap). Hmm.
And today, I went to Gleaneagles to collect my medical report. Everything's fine. I was told that I'm underweight. O_o The fact that I weigh 57kg. So weird. Then I'm told to have a high cholesterol level. Pfft. And then, my xrays shows that my spine is 'bengkok'. It's more towards the right. Pfft.

Later mum came to see me in the waiting lounge.
Mum: Show me the report.
Me: Here.
(Reading)
Mum: Hahaha. How could you have high cholesterol level when you don't eat much.
Mum: It even shows that you're underweight!
Me: Heh. No idea. But did they measure me height correctly?? Because I'm shrinking!!!
Mum: Don't know.
Me: Last time the nurse can't even take my blood properly....
(Dad came in)
Dad: Show me the report.
Dad: High cholesterol?! Hehh. Must be your food intake, always take nasi lemak and roti canai.
Me: (quiet)
Dad: Told you not to eat so much of it. You're still young...control yourself.
Me: (quiet)
Me: (wanted to say something but then decided to remain silent)

Pissed I am.
I'm waiting for my OSTs to finish downloading.
Those are Junni Tokki and Devil Mar Cry OSTs.
And also one manga, Crossroad.

There are 7 seeders, 123 seeders, and 57 seeders respectively. What are they all doing?! Seed people, SEED!

I watched a few episodes of an anime which I don't remember its title. Anyhow, it was sickening. All it was about puppets. Lotsa puppets which makes you feel sick. Like a sicko.

My first attempt of baking a cake was a total failure. The hard work of gathering the ingredients and mixing it, the electric oven of mine had to burnt them after just 10 minutes in it. Maybe the temperature was too high? I set it to 170. Hmm. The whole house was smoky and smell of burnt. My neighbour even came out to ask what was happening. So much for having the talent. :p

I tried to do pasta ala Allegro style. But it didn't turn out the same. No matter how I copied, Allegro's pasta is so much more delicious. I wonder what was I lacking in it.

That's my day for today.

What is sadder than having to leave my family in about 23 days time (or 22 days). Kanashii.