I am sad. I am really sad. Not because I'm isolated. Well, that's part of it, but I'm sad because I never expected Yasha to have that ending. The reason I even picked this drama up was because of Hideaki Ito. He's the main character and he's good-looking. And after watching, he's not just a guy with looks, but his acting skills show it all. Well I don't watch a drama if the sypnosis isn't interesting enough to caught my attention. I really wan to tell what is Yasha all about. But I'm not good with words. I can only talked it out, not write. Sad isn't it? I don't know why. Somehow I felt that writing can't express what I want to express, even though is just like a story telling.

Despite that, I'm actually stealing wireless connection from my neighbour. Cool isn't it? I've been streaming videos the whole day, and it's pretty fast. I'm thankful to have such generous neighbours. Either wise, I'll be so dead at home.

I have a sudden crave for sushi. I don't know why. Been longing for it. I want to eat Tempura Udon, hana maki, tempura cheese crepe, inari, tamago, sake, golden ball, and many many more! I don't really care if I gain weight. Because anyhow, I am gaining weight now. I can feel my but grew bigger, and fatter because my pants felt tight at that particular area, also my waist. I called it prosperity. Do you know how many African people out there craving for food? Or maybe Zimbawe? I do feel lucky to have the chance growing fat!

Not forgetting Gensomaden Saiyuki, I'm sooo hooked to it. Love Sanzo-the corrupted monk. I'm listening to Wild Rock now. And damn, I wanna watch it-again (for the fourth time). I have the whole three seasons of Gensomaden Saiyuki. Thank God I used to work in AnimeTech and I got 30% off it. Coolios. Speaking of working in AnimeTech, that was the easiest interview ever. I went in to ask for vacancies because I'm so interested in anime. The supervisor there asked if I watch anime, and I said 'atarimai'. She looked blank. So I said yes. She asked if I could tell her what are the anime, and I started giving her my list: Fushigi Yuugi; Marmalade Boy; Gundam Seed; Ghost in the Shell; Initial D; Gensomaden Saiyuki. And she stopped me right away after Gensomaden Saiyuki and asked when I could start. It was that easy. I was overjoyed to get the job. It was tough because I got picked by her somehow because I talked to much to the customers. But that's part of the job scope. Providing information to customers. That a lil too long conversation often because they asked how come I know so much. Doh. You have the world wide web. So utilize it. This was back in 2004, October-December. My semester break.

There are actually many types of anime fan. Some just watch and that's it. Some would even know the seiryuu of the character. Some would even critic-like movie critic. As for me, I would want to know everything, well most of it. I would want to know the seiryuu of the character, the actual time and day it will be released(both dvd and online), the director of the anime, the songs, basically all. Lolx. One info missing, I promise I'll turned the net upside down to find it. And you know what? I'm actually proud to be called as an otaku. Many people fear the word 'otaku'. I read this somewhere. 'Otaku' come from a real life story. There's this guy who loved anime so much that he also watched hentai (porn anime). Being so obsessed with hentai, he actually went out and rape those gals. Those are as in randomly. Slowly, it became a serial murder rape. Yes, he kills them after raping them. So the police were tracking him down. This guy died, but I can't remember how. It's either he was found by the policemen and got shot or he was so obsessed with the porn collection that he just died like that while watching it. Anyway, the policemen found a hell of anime and hentai dvds in his house. Since then, he's been labelled as otaku-freak or anime freak. That is why, the Japanese fear of the word otaku. I read this in some Japanese based magazine.