I'm constantly blogging twice a day. I'm bored. And I kept repeating myself. I'm officially moving tomorrow. I feel sad. Because at that area, there's no buses, no taxis, no lrt, no putra, no ktm, no nothing! I kept making some sense to my parents but it's a total lost. I don't understand. Seriously. I'm 22 and unemployed. What's even sadder is I'm still living with my parents. I needa get out. I wanna live by myself. It's not like I hate my parents nagging me, but I felt the need to be independent. I don't wanna stay under my mother's sarong anymore. So help me out. What should I do to make them understand?

I give up. But I'm not satisfied. I wanna fight until the end. I want them to allow me living myself. I don't need them to send a penny to me. I'll work my ass of it my way through it. Thinking of this, I wished I could fly off earlier. So I can get outta here ASAP. I have no one in Scotland. Many asked why would I still want to go there. That's the whole point. I wouldn't have chose Scotland if I have contacts there. The whole purpose of leaving Malaysia is to have a new circle of friends. I might experience culture shock or maybe even discrimination, but it's alright. I'll work through it.

Moreover, I'm not planning to come back. Well I haven't told my parents about it yet. They're assuming I'll come back and stay with them after I graduated. I have my own plans. Upon graduation, I'm allowed to work in Scotland for 2 years-any job. So in these two years, I'll try to get a job there and apply for PR. Well, to be honest, Scotland isn't really where I wanna live in. I guess you guys know pretty well yea. Yes, Japan. Even though, my dad has banned my plans to study in Japan, but I still can't give up of that place. Mada mada dane.

Crap. It's 7p.m. I need to get ready. I'm going to watch my long awaited movie - Transformers!! WooHooo. And best, it's gonna be in Imax. I went and bough the tickets on Monday. Yay. Off I go. Mada ne.